Sunday the 15th of May

I got to go to ward council today. I am glad I don't have to go often, I don't feel like I was much help there. I am grateful for Kat today because Leah is gone; Mikayla is always with Collin; Maddie and Jennie are fighting so she's been my person. Maddie has been too but she's just been sad. I have enjoyed getting close to them. :) 

Church was intense. I spoke about service and was SO NERVOUS up there and could barely function jaha  people were really kind to me afterwards thankfully. 

I also taught family history class. It was kind of a train wreck but what do ya do. I just love doing family history :) I love the gospel. 

I got to go visiting teaching with Kat and then my home teachers (Dallis and Madison) came. 

I made an awesome quesadilla and am watching the Best two years. Later tonight I am running the Family Hosptey activity.  Busy Sunday :)

Tonight I called grandma and chatted with her a bit. She's so kind for being interested in my life. I also got to skype mommy which I always love. It'll be fun to see her this weekend. 

I hosted the family history party with Adam. Not a huge turn out but we were able to focus in on people and help Maddie Seth and Jacob find temple work! :) I was chatting with Broana and Stephanie and was loving talking to them so I followed them to their apartment and was there for like 4 hours hahaha laughing so much. I love them!! And I love that Stephanie really knows Jen :) I am going to hang out with them more. 

I came home to Maddie and Jennie hanging out in my room and waiting for me haha. I am glad they are getting along now cause I can't live that double sided life. 

I found out thayn attkins committed suicide tonight. My heart is heavy. I want my life to be changed by this. I want to be more aware and also make a difference in people's life; a reason to keep trying. 

My heart breaks for Robert and their friends. I hope this experience can bring them to the truth and strengthen them. 

"Each life that touches ours for good"