I was so blessed today from keeping the sabbath day holy. I was so grateful. I was able to get on the right page and even though my grades are horrific currently I am going to get them up.
I miss Jen so much today. She is my great example. I can't believe God loves me enough to let me be her twin. She must be doing amazing things. She's so kind and empathic and really has her feet on the ground. She is humble and doesn't ever get caught up in the attention. I really missed her tonight when I tried to go on the snowboarding trip (she's always been around to go. I don't think I had gone without her before) and Leah fell asleep at the FHE bros and Mikayla and Maddie were making such a scene about it and being really selfish and not being humanly thoughtful or anything. I was not impressed and I wasn't impressed with Collin or Brady because they were doing the same. I just know Jen would've handled it so wisely and I hope I handled it in the right way. I just reeeeally miss Jen :(
I hope she writes tomorrow.
Leah is extra lovely tonight. I love her so much.
No comments:
Post a Comment