I don't know what makes me think I am entitled to the best of bests. I gues there's a fine line between knowing I want to be with someone who wants to be in the celestial kingdom and the other is I think highly of myself. I just want to be with someone who makes me want to be better and who makes me feel good. I want to be proud of them and be happy to be with them. I don't feel like I can feel that which is dumb because I know that we each can. It just seems scary that maybe I don't get to find love in this life. I know faith is important and I trust gods plan, it's just thoughts.
I miss Jen. Some moments it engulfs me up. It's hard to comprehend how long we will be separated. I won't ever let myself comprehend it. It's so lonely without her to talk to. I can't imagine how she feels about it. I can't believe that everyone always feels this way maybe. I can't wait too I get my twin/sister/best friend back.
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