It's the 12th not the 9th

I don't really feel noticed or special or anything worth noticing. How is it that I want to make something "remarkable" but am not "remarkable" myself. 

I spent most the day working on homework and listening to TED talks. I am learning so much and being motivated. Hopefully I can use everything I'm leaning and put it into motion. 

Micheal took me and Leah on an adventure to a pawn shop. It was awesome and I got some pictures. 

I ate pizza and it made me sick. 

I realized I don't want to lead on Brady. 

I watched friends for like 5 hours. 

I sat home alone all Friday night. 

I miss having someone to talk to all the time. I don't even feel like we talked THAT much but apparently more than I know. I feel so lost and alone. I can't imagine how grandma feels. I don't want her or Jen or anyone feeling this way. 

I'm so grateful for Leah's friendship. And even though we are sooo different and drive each other bonkers, I care so much about her and her about me. I don't know what I would do this semester without her