Today I was sooo emotional. I just wanted someone to care and to be there for me and try to cheer me up and brighten my day but no one was. No one cared. But why should they?
Why should I be entitled to get any kind of treatment? Also maybe I am just being overly offended at nothing. These people around me don't have evil intentions. They're still so good and so loving. They just don't know.
I tried to play out the verse that whatever you would want someone to do to you, do for them. So I served more today than I was even close to doing yesterday. I still broke down and cried and was miserable all day, but I still remember God loves me. Jesus understands me and that because of that I can let go of these sadnesses and try to help my siblings here on earth.
Also I am working towards being determined so I can get crap done.
Also I celebrated today like crazy ❤️ I 1. Miss Jen so much and am realizing how awful holidays are without her and 2. Can't wait to celebrate Easter with Grandy. And fam :)





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