It's 1:35 and I wish I was sleeping

I didn't mean to be up so late jahah I am going to the temple at 7:30 tomorrow and I'm so excited!!! I have family names (from the ward) and a family name I need to get sorted out. Yay :) family work is amazing. I'm grAteful to be apart of it. 

So today was really good!!!

1. It's Maddies birthday and I love her sooo much!!!! And Jennie is a saint and made her breakfast of crepes (I was a bit bummed because I didn't know if anyone was doing anything for Maddies birthday so I bought $20 worth of breakfast/cute things for her that she never got to appreciate, but me and Leah ate for dinner). 

2. Work was so packed and busy and I love those days that there isn't time to be bored. Also Jed is trying to save my jobs (cause apparently I might have to quit soapbox. It's in the works) 

3. I worked out!!! And made a cute dinner for Leah and me. You love those who you serve and it definitely made me remember why I love that girl

4. I painted SO MUCH tonight!!! I'm almost finished with all the stuff for Jen! And need to get cracking on Mother's Day. And stuff for work, but one thing at a time. 

5. I got to hang out with Mikayla and Leah because everyone else was gone. I love those positive ladies. They're great. 

6. Ryan came to town and apparently all of a sudden I have a crush on him (honestly I am crushing hard on males in general hahaha) but it was really fun having him back around for the moment. He cracks me up and is also so annoying but so sweet but so thoughtless and ah he drives me nuts but I'm so sad he isn't sticking around. 

Why does he always take these dumb selfies on my phone hahaha

7. I've been thinking about grandma tonight. I love her and wish I could visit her everyday. It's a long life being lonely. I can't quite relate but with Jen being gone and being single for the longest period in awhile, I've been recognizing the word Lonely. I'm grateful for the gospel. 

8. I am over Parker, it wasn't even a thing haha I just feel dumb for ever making it into something. But I am fine with nothing happening. The kid I had a crush on my first semester from American foundations is friends with Maddie and Jennie though and it kills me having him around. HES THE GREATEST THING. Plus he smiles at me and even saw me around and said hi Jamie and I didn't even know he knew my name. So I actually don't want anything to happen with him because I'm way too childish about the whole idea hahaha. Glad he's around though ;)