I've been a real cow lately and just wanted to be left alone to work and relax. I really should be spending time with Leah who has been so sad and alone. I have been very selfish.
I got over myself by 8 tonight and tried to make a difference but I think it was too late cause she's just so sad (I think because she wanted to help me be happy but I just needed space). I took her on a bike ride that turned into driving around in my car looking for a place to fill the tires to lying in the grass by rexburg Rapids or whatever then playing IO BALL haha and then we did a little scavenger hunt in broliums and got icecream :) we came back and watched pirates of the Caribbean until Leah started falling asleep. When everyone asked her how she was doing she wouldn't be happy so I don't think anything I did was affective. I need to figure out what I can do tomorrow to help.
I missed writing Jen :( so disappointing becuase I dropped everything all day to wait for her to write. Dang
FHE is stressful to me because Maddie and Jennie are so controlling and only let things go their way. It's hard to be patient sometimes.
Leah just slept-said "excuse me can you please stop talking" (cause Mikayla is talking haha) and sprinted at the door and fell into it "I fell into the sewer" then I went and told Mikayla to be a bit quieter and came back to Leah crying because she wanted to give a hug and everyone ran away so we hugged until she fell deep into sleep again. What a sweetie. 
This is the picture of me on the soapbox website right now haha
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